No Title 2

You see my dad had a temper and when he was done being mad, I was pretty much all that he had in that moment. Crawl out from under the bed and check on him. I would go sit on his lap and give him a hug. Trying to comfort him from the pain he … Continue reading No Title 2


Back To You

I want to write about something else. But it always leads back to you. I'm stuck inside this hell hating myself. Yeah it always comes back to you. I want to write, About love and light. But you've taken everything from me. Stripped my lungs of air so i cant breathe. Filled me with stress, … Continue reading Back To You

Good Friends (depression and anxiety)

Through the haunting dark past the hate, past the low self-esteem and insecurities about: looks, weight, intelligence, ability, skills and love, past the envy, past the loss, past the pain, tucked away inside a cave ready to come out swinging whenever it wants… is d e p r e s s i o n Depression … Continue reading Good Friends (depression and anxiety)