Moon dancing across closed eyes Your breath on my neck Your hand moving up to my thighs Getting wet with what comes next Tongues touching Fingers clutching Pinning me down There's nobody around You're my best kept secret You're my high when I'm low You're my biggest weakness Though I try not to let it … Continue reading This Flame
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Tiptoeing
Pardon me I don't mean to be an imposition Impeding on your inquisition But you've put me in a position To be the bitch and Normally I wouldn't mind the friction But the old you I've been missing Read about it in this diction Reminiscing on the past High on love we said would last … Continue reading Tiptoeing
Broken Glass
Broken glass Staring at shards of broken glass Pieces scattered Trying to reconstruct To form something But the pieces never fit quite right Trying to be precise Trying to build something To put it back together the way it was No matter how hard I try though There are cracks all over Small missing fragments … Continue reading Broken Glass
Dad
You see my dad had a temper and when he was done being mad, I was pretty much all that he had in that moment. Crawl out from under the bed and check on him. I would go sit on his lap and give him a hug. Trying to comfort him from the pain he … Continue reading Dad
Two Sides
I'm a cynical hopeless romantic A settle down I'm about to panic Pessimistic dreamer I get way too eager I'm a walking contradiction Mostly due to my afflictions Different parts of my personality Split me in half you get different sides of me All or nothing black and white And I've never been able to … Continue reading Two Sides
Back To You
I want to write about something else. But it always leads back to you. I'm stuck inside this hell hating myself. Yeah it always comes back to you. I want to write, About love and light. But you've taken everything from me. Stripped my lungs of air so i cant breathe. Filled me with stress, … Continue reading Back To You
Finding My Voice
I bleed for the page Cut myself open spill the ink from my veins Pour my heart out trying to release my own chains But the feeling remains Im trapped in a cage I like to tell a story or I have nothing to say You get a glimpse of who I am but I'm … Continue reading Finding My Voice
Poetry on Instagram
Hey everyone! I have started posting short versions of my poems on instagram. I have been posting daily recently. If anybody is interested in going and following me on there as well, I would appreciate it. My username is Starryeyed159 .. see you there! š
Battles Within
Whispering wind, silent cries A pain that awakens and never dies A touch of love never to be mine A feeling that fades more in time They want me to believe this is livin' Just a person hallowed out by everything that I've given Sometimes I want to fight back Think that maybe I'm on … Continue reading Battles Within
Good Friends (depression and anxiety)
Through the haunting dark past the hate, past the low self-esteem and insecurities about: looks, weight, intelligence, ability, skills and love, past the envy, past the loss, past the pain, tucked away inside a cave ready to come out swinging whenever it wantsā¦ is d e p r e s s i o n Depression … Continue reading Good Friends (depression and anxiety)
Circles
Been going in circles, But I'm tired of spinning. Keep showing your teeth, And claim that your grinning. * I need my feet, On solid ground. Cause my head stays dizzy, Up in the clouds.
Heart Be Still
She's holding her breath, As you're holding her hand. She'd fight for you. She'd take a stand. * Heart be still. She doesn't want to let go. Hold her in your arms, But she can't let you know. * Her heart swells up. Tearing at the seams. Making her smile , As she gets lost … Continue reading Heart Be Still
Heart Grows Cold
He's been down on his knees, Begging for help. Nobody sees. So he fights by himself. But he's fighting himself. All the things in his head. Put that shit on a shelf. Is he better off dead? He's screaming out loud. But he can't shed a tear. Another face in the crowd, Paralyzed by fear. … Continue reading Heart Grows Cold
She’s Screaming
Trying to pick up the pieces Of her shattered life But she only has two hands And sheās already lost this fight * Itās alright Sheās been the adult since she was a little girl Sheās sat pretty and stayed polite Now sheās screaming āf*ck the worldā * People didnāt notice Because she didnāt want … Continue reading She’s Screaming
Every Hello
With every hello I know youāll tell me goodbye I act like itās fine but Iām ripping inside Looking into your eyes the harder I breathe So many thoughts in my head but I just start to freeze When we touch, a flame ignites Wanting you to take me to new heights I feel alive … Continue reading Every Hello
Doctor
Another prescription, A couple more pills. Come back in a month, You know the drill. Tell me your symptoms. Have things improved? How about side effects? Okay letās try something new. Around in circles, We continue to go. Each failed attempt, Another new low. Over and over I have tried, To fix whatever is broken … Continue reading Doctor
Cruel Like You
Now I don't like to drink too much But you got me hoping that I don't wake up Now I'm tripping and stumbling and I'm slurring my words I just want to say I wish you knew how it hurts Stop this suffering. Won't somebody. Give me a lobotomy. It is smothering. I can't breathe. … Continue reading Cruel Like You
Backstabber
You like to pretend to be the white knight in your castle full of lies But your armor is darkened with my blood From the knife you stabbed in my back How does it feel in the tower Looking down on me Acting like you're better than From here I can see your foundation There … Continue reading Backstabber
There’s A Ghost In My Bed (poem)
There's a ghost in my bed He looks like you He sounds like you But he isn't you You're gone All I see is a shadow A shadow of who you once were to me And maybe I should let you go As your hugs they feel like paper cuts All over And each word … Continue reading There’s A Ghost In My Bed (poem)
If Only
If only I could love myself the way that I love you It'd be all I'd ever need because it's clear to see That everything I give to you, you could never give to me You've been there through the dark, held me those late nights But where are you in good times To smile … Continue reading If Only
Misery
Oh constant misery to which I am bound Will you ever give me a chance to be found I donāt want to be content in your arms I donāt want to give in anymore to self harm I hung my head right into your rope Just unwrap your hands from around my throat Iāve never … Continue reading Misery
The Wolf and The Dryad
Once upon a time in a cold mechanical world, she met a man. This man walked among the robots and shook hands with the hunters. He was a very good actor. At night this man transformed into a wolf. A lone wolf looking for more, howling at the moon. She, the dryad, was limited to … Continue reading The Wolf and The Dryad
Open Heart (poem written at 15)
Here is one I wrote in creative writing class in high school two months before I turned 16. Enjoy š As the world crumbles around me I see you standing still, I said I'd be okay but I give in to your will. I said I wouldn't fall for the same mistakes again, but I … Continue reading Open Heart (poem written at 15)
Ocean
I want to scream and cry and destroy that which surrounds me, but I am too tired. I am immobilized from the inside out. I am trapped inside a body that has given up. The voices screaming to move but it refuses. The voices screaming you are useless, you are worthless, you'll never do anything. … Continue reading Ocean
Deception
Love is blind you pulled this wool down over my eyes But it's fine and I'll be alright Look around and you're the one left standing alone I didn't make you stay on the phone My hands are clean and my minds guilt free So tell me how the f**k do you sleep You take … Continue reading Deception
